Tag: chaos
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September 16, 2022
Friday morning was a bit of a struggle as my motivation was low. A situation happened last night that I need to get passed. I decided to do some random sketches to help me get going. The day seemed normal for the most part. I met the requirements for YouTube’s monetization program. It’s not a…
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September 13, 2022
Monday felt weird. I didn’t hear from my boss, and she canceled my 1:1 without warning, which was odd. A co-worker is distancing herself from a project I was pulled into. I’m out of the loop on projects that I am tracking. I don’t understand what is happening. The same situation is occurring here that…
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August 11, 2022
This week’s routine is disjointed; stress and expectations throw things out of whack. I feel exhausted, but there is no time to sleep. Someone at work asked, “do you eat? I don’t see you eating.” This has become a recurring theme at every place I work. It’s weird to me the level of interest some…
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2020
A sudden fracture within the norm gave way to an unexpected tragedy. A single infection shut down the world. Despite the unprecedented events, we sought peace and equality. Our reality is now planted in a virtual world. A King showed us the meaning of strength and commitment; a loss we cannot recover. Politicians forsaking the…
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Disturbance
A crisis is a catalyst for disruption. Disaster leads to the acceleration of change. Do you feel that? Our homes are still shaking. We bargain with broken scales. The sand darkens the sun; we lost our disinfectant. Do you hear the sound of the swarm? It’s knocking on the door.
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Damaged Days
I lie awake at night, unable to sleep. I have never felt the weight of chaos this immensely, so much time wasted in isolation. Now, I’m waist-deep in tragedy; the moist emotions staining my clarity of thought. There are people I wish to forgive, but I remember the betrayals. I wonder whether evil will visit…
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Measured
I am fixated on a situation from long ago. That moment has become the standard of measure. Balance of thought consumed by the trauma. The scale unfairly weighs.
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Passing Through
Our desires on the edge of perception, the fearless hide their inhibition. The tears fall unseen. The pain of redemption is so poignant; the push is inexplicable. Soon, these days will become forgotten, nothing more than a sensation in the back of our minds. Time is closing; it is dwindling in the blink of an…
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Empty
Sitting beneath the open sky. Writing these thoughts of desperation. Listening to the sound of emptiness. Watching the world move toward the void.
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Broken Foundation.
We saw your silhouette on the foggy horizon. You were lost, broken, and seeking acceptance. An emptiness filled by the opening of a kind domain. You were given a safe haven. However, points of view quickly became distorted. You decided to etch your unexpected displeasure on every surface. This beautiful place disgraced by the subtle…
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Destroyed
I remember the day, The words etched in stone. Breathe. I remember the quiet, The air remaining still. Breathe. I remember the moment, The calm before the storm.
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Invisible
I speak passionately the heavy words do not travel beyond the dismay. I wish to be heard; silence is my audience. Even with boisterous protest, the world still ignores me.
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Empty
I speak passionately the heavy words do not travel beyond the thoughts that created them. I wish to be heard; silence is my audience. Even with boisterous protest, the world still ignores me.
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Chaotic
We felt the rain; sentiment drenched in humidity. The storm uncontained; becomes beautiful chaos in the sky.
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Mercury in Retrograde
Sleep was nothing but a myth; nightmares ruled the day. Vocabulary limited to an apology, strength dwindled beneath the weight of pity. It was a slow progression on broken glass towards the darkened room; insidious laughter cackling from within the demise. The smell of bullshit and bureaucracy induced violent convulsions; the mental walls came tumbling…
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