January 4, 2023
It was a rough night.
Sleepless nights due to fear of the darkness. Hoping for the better. We desire to end the nightmares but the sacrifice is too great. Learning from our failures. Our experience did not prepare us for the fall.
It has been a year since the events that led to my demise. The logical decisions resulting in emotional decay. Starting over to find a solution. An education of sorts. So many mistakes along the way. I wonder whether I will ever learn the lesson; I doubt that I will even recognize it. So much…
Dreamt of scene; Panic within a familiar place. All of the exits locked. Trust in the unfamiliar; A different path of escape.
Waking to a dimly lit sunrise Smiling at the hope of promise Day darkens quickly Shadows pummel a shaken spirit Seeking salvation in the darkness Falling towards despair Lying within the foggy evening Wishing for a moment of sleep Unable to breathe
Remembering the eulogy, on this cold and frosty morning. Mental inscriptions along the glass reflections. Those remnants held tightly are the dismal connections to unpleasant memories. Cuts and abrasions of reopened wounds that refuse to heal. Spirits returning from the old days. The mind is a broken coffin. It is difficult to let the dead…
It was a simple assignment. I wasn’t supposed to stay very long. They said the chaos and frustrations were only temporary. A maddening predicament. They took my trust. In the dead of night. I was left behind. Lost on this deserted terrain.
I remember the day, The words etched in stone. Breathe. I remember the quiet, The air remaining still. Breathe. I remember the moment, The calm before the storm.
We spoke on misguided terms. A journey planned without regards. Your visit is a guilt trip. That scheming play on words. You are a deceitful woman. Believing we couldn’t see the truth. Now you’re feigning innocence; Using mental abuse. You still don’t get it. You’re not the boss of me; You never were.
Gaining an hour on the eve of darkness; my fatigue becoming unsolvable. Even with sleep aids, I spend the night tossing and turning. The aches and pain are enough to drive me insane. My apprehensions are to blame. The cold air is foreshadowing a long and tumultuous winter. Maybe I should rip and burn the…
Lost at this place of twilight; this house desires to be a home. Walking along these haunted halls. Shadows rise from nonexistent light; wicked storms torment the dreams. De ja vu screams within the mirrors. There’s no one to kiss goodnight.
Deja vu staring through the window. Demons keeping me awake at night, Whispering their spells. The contempt of nostalgia. Tears trapped in the well; Wishing for release from captivity. Trying to erase my footprints; Efforts to change; the feeling in vain.
Our days numbered by man; our moments riddled with despair. We can’t run from our past; we can’t hide from our present. We walk in the shadow of death; we’re buried in the depths of nightmares.
Her face resembles beauty Born from cosmic light Her eyes convey a darkness Seeking selfish pleasure He remembers Very little about her Poignant emotions riding waves Painful sensations now unrecognized She summons his wishes Creating ecstasy and chaos Receiving joy from his Tormented body and mind Irresistible manifestations Tricking his weakened soul Surrendering all to…
The weird dreams Have become a part of me; To be or not to be. There are some things I wish to change, Some things on my mind I need to set free.
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