20 (6+6+6)

The year started with optimism. Things did not go as expected. The first six months were full of manipulation, lies, and betrayal.  There are so many questions. I always wonder, what is wrong with me and why does my personality rub, people, the wrong way?  Am I too passive, too likable, too introverted?

In the world, where I reside, these behaviors are not seen as ideal and classified as a weakness in the animal kingdom.  No more sunshine days.  If things continue along this dark trail, then I will eventually become a terrible person.  Sooner rather than later.