Words distract our intelligence to obscure what is shown. Everything is sleight of hand. They are not wearing any clothes.
I want something good to happen. I wish my thoughts were positive. I want to feel my face again; I promise to wash my hands.
There is a baptist church in the center of the city. This lovely church has a diverse congregation. Every week, the church encourages the group to give their tithes and […]
Sleepless nights blur the light of day. Trapped in the confines of delusion. Moments filled with ambiguous premonitions. Violent plagues consume our flesh. Carbon monoxide is the air we breathe.
Darkness recalls my fall into the open field of nightmares. A bloody nose is an atrocity. The unexpected heat against a sweaty brow; angst tempered by a gentle breeze on […]
I am fixated on a situation from long ago. That moment has become the standard of measure. Balance of thought consumed by the trauma. The scale unfairly weighs.
You taught me about the Light. The boundless truth to rule my life. There was no place for my desires, I was forced to vacate my ambitions. I listened and […]
I struggle to sleep. Relaxation and empty thoughts are what I need. I want to dream again. I wander across the moments in my journal, looking for the turning point […]
I watched the dawn with optimism — my hope for sunny days laid out in my dreams. I can feel my spirit contradict my desires because the world’s touch is […]
Bad days. Chaos polluting my air. Anxiety restricting my common sense. I am hoping for the better, fighting to prevent the worse.
Sanity is slipping — an urge to be unseen — wishes cast into an empty well
I waited for an angel. Time was ticking. They seated me with demons. Alone with my thoughts. The night lingered with a hefty price. It’s midnight, and the house is […]
Thoughts abbreviated. Plans enunciated. Lip stained.
I screwed up today. I woke up yesterday feeling out of sorts. It felt like something would go wrong. I did not realize that my ”barometer” was feeling the pressure […]
Our desires on the edge of perception, the fearless hide their inhibition. The tears fall unseen. The pain of redemption is so poignant; the push is inexplicable. Soon, these days […]
I screwed up again. I gave into those words of opportunity that tempted my need for advancement; presenting a place of purpose. My choice created difficulty. I wish these moments […]